Zira

Listen to this while reading this post. My friends and I went to Air Terjun Bekok yesterday. Although I can't join them in the water it was still a lot of fun. We considered it as our own FYE. That is Final Year Experience. Thus, the post you might see on my Instagram. I was wishing us girls a good luck for our final year journey. We have been together for 3 years now. I hope we can stick together to get through this final year. Final year is undeniably going to be a tough year. Plant design and PSM 2 are not a joke. By supporting each other throughout this year can be very helpful and motivating. I wish for us to finish this year without any regrets. I actually worked my ass up on editing a video from my footages and pictures that I took there. But! That stupid trial version software decided to stick their gigantic watermark on the center of my video. I was furious! And I can't do anything about it. So I just gave up. There's no way I'm gonna edit that video ...

Hey. So a bit of disclaimer first kay. I'm writing this just to share to you what my ideal type of guy. That means, what kind of guys that attracts me or what traits in them that is admirable. I'm not saying that I'm looking for the exact type of guy, it's just it would be good to have my other half posses these qualities. i'm not saying every men out there should be like this and like that, I'm just pointing out, what I personally find very charming from a guy. Okay that was long. Haha. Lets get to it. My ideal type of guy. A great listener. You know how girl can sometimes tend to be so whiny about small things. And we like to rant all we can when we're not happy with something. To have someone to listen next to you would be a blessing. Most of the time, we don't even need a solution because there is simply none. But to have your time talking about it to someone can be very helpful and just make you feel better about it. Because they care. Not so...

Hello. 20 facts about me... I listen to Kpop and my fav group is EXO. My bias is Oh Sehun. (Don't judge people for what kind of music they're listening to, you can do better than that.) I like spicy food but I don't like chilli sauce. I'm single.  I like shopping and makeup stuff. I don't like meeting new people.  If I don't smile people will think that I'm in bad mood or something. Actually no, most of the time. That's just how my face is. Ketat, tak mesra alam. Haha. I used to like coffee very much now I'm not sure. I have a habit of listening to music till I doze off. I like reading. I'm always 2 seconds late at saying thank you when people did something nice to me.  I like black.  I like boys that can dress up nicely. I'm bad at making jokes. People would always laugh at me, not my jokes. I can be so loud or so introvert sometimes. I cry easily. I hate lizards. I like writing but I'm not good at it.  I don...

Hello! So I'm back in UTM now. It has been a week already. Attended my first class on last Sunday, it was Dr Syed's class, Safety. Yeah don't think I'm gonna enjoy that class this semester. I could safely say that the only class I'm interested in right now is Genetic Engineering class by Prof Rosli. I've always like all of his classes. He's a good lecturer and I just like Bioprocess subjects generally because I like Biology. PSM gonna have to start progressing soon. I should have met my SV, Dr Liza but she rescheduled at the last minute and I ended up walking to the faculty in a hot weather sweating and everything for absolutely nothing. Great. Nevermind. I still stay at the same hostel block as my previous semester with Fiera. Again. She just love me to have me as a roomate that much. Haha. But different room, this room is a lot smaller with no balcony. I don't actually mind that it's smaller but I would like it better if we have a balcony. Idk ...

Hi. Geez I haven't write for so long. The last post was on April, now it's already September. Well, I was somehow busy and distracted. Whatever, I'm just lazy. Miheee. I just finished my internship about a week ago. Yeay! Some must have been curious of the fact that I went for internship in Indonesia. "Why go so far for internship?" Yup, that was what most of them said to me when they know about it. I seriously didn't plan to have my internship oversea at all. I just got the opportunity, so I just grabbed it blindly at that time. I didn't put so much thinking into it. As soon as I knew that there are spots left for the internship, I just texted my lecturer and asked her about it. At first, I really just decided for it because I haven't got any place to do my internship. I have been planning to do my internship at Inno Bio. The place was so close to my home. But I've sent them emails and calls and there was really no good response coming fro...

Insecurity I bet every one experienced it even once in the course of our life. It is one of the scariest things that kill our hope. I don’t know what comes first, lack of confidence that cause our insecurity or vice versa. But I sure know the consequences. We become afraid to hope. If we are afraid to put our hope, how can we achieve it? Relationship is a mutual thing. When we like someone, we hope that the person would like us back. But when our insecurity comes in the way, we lost our courage to hope. One sided love is painful enough, but you know what hurts more? The feeling that we are not good enough to love the person from afar. If I am in that kind of situation, I would want someone to say this; “BULLSHIT! EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN IMPERFECTIONS BUT IT SHOULDN’T BE THE REASON WHY YOU CAN’T LOVE WHO YOU LOVE. EVEN THE PERSON YOU LOVE RIGHT NOW HAVE HIS/HER OWN IMPERFECTIONS, DOES IT MEAN THAT HE/SHE IS NOT WORTH OF YOUR LOVE? NO, RIGHT?” Gather your ...

Like I promised, well it wasn't really a promised, but here it is, the pictures we took during our hang out. I uploaded a few on Instagram but because I personally like some other pictures too, so I decided to upload it here with the rest of the pictures that I have already uploaded on Instagram. We really had fun that day. I'm so happy I got to meet them. I was not well unfortunately that day. Such a bummer. :( But I still had fun with them. :D I hope to meet them more another time. Love you guys so dearly! 

I wasn't planning to work, but my mother insisted that I help her at the nursery since, they're lack of hands. I have to say yes, because of money of course. Haha. But besides that, my mother have been working hard for the past few weeks because of the lack of workers. She has been pushing herself too hard and she got stressed a bit, I mean, who won't? That is how I spent my holidays for now. Working. Wake up early, get back home, sleep early. Yeah, I don't really wanna spend it like that, I didn't have a choice though. How I would want to spend my holidays? Wake up late, surf the internet non-stop, movies, twitter, tumblr and sleep late. Yup, that's how I wanted it to be. Teheee Well, what was the purpose of this post again? Haha. I guess I just want to do an update. Not that anyone would care to know about my holidayyy  I justtt whatever I just want to write :D Ekyn and I planned to meet, together with Alisna. I hope that plan went well although there...

Gosh, please give some cooperation and stop beating so hard dear heart!

Waking up to your texts.

I saw him walking across the street with an ice cream in each of his hands. It was from my favorite ice cream truck. Nothing beats their vanilla yogurt ice cream.  We often have it during our dates. But then, a familiar girl walked towards him and took the ice cream from his hands. Negative thoughts ran inside my head even when I tried to stop it still did. I was trying my best to become rational and figured out the reason of this sight but then I remembered he was supposed to have a soccer practice right now. And that familiar girl was supposed to accompany me shopping right now. We have promised earlier that we are going to shop for some new clothes since most of the stores here were having sales. But she cancelled at the last minute telling me that she had to go to her relatives’ house since all of her family was going to give them a visit. I believed her, of course I would. Why wouldn’t I, she was my best friend after all. You can’t possibly thought of any ill things wh...

So I'm having a second thought. Remember when I said I want to published the new story I'm up to by chapters? Yeah, that. I won't be publishing the story until it is completely finished. I mean the whole story. Oh the first chapter? I've took it down just now. :P Well one of the main reason, is because I don't want to publish the first chapter and then forget about the rest because I don't have any idea to continue. And because they are so many things I have to correct while making up the whole story. Soooooo. Lets wait together. I haven't even come up with the title of the story. Yeah, I should probably think of it now. Since  I can't sleep T.T, I'll work on the aecond chapter. Ohhhhh what to writeeee T.T Now I know what authors feel like. Hahaha. Better start writing now! See you soon.XOXO

Yeah, title say it all. My recent posts may seems a little bit cheesy. I'm sorry. I just wanted to write at that moment and that was the result of it. Can't help it guys. Haha.

You were working at the kitchen counter to fix some breakfast for both of you when you felt a pair of arms slipped under your arms and rested on your waist. Back hug. Warm. Your lips curved upwards a little and you tilted your head upwards to meet his eyes. With his towering height, he easily rested his chin on your head, smelling your scents in between his breaths. He smiled in reply and pull you closer. Your busy hands stopped and a shade of red colored your cheeks. He chuckled upon seeing it. He moved his face to the side of your face and stopped right beside you ear. You can felt his warm breath and smelled his aftershave. "I love you" he whispered near to your ear and he let go his arms of you and took over your work. You were still standing there, flustered. The red shade under your skin brighten. A melodious laugh filled the kitchen. You hated it when he did that. He knew it was your weak point. But then you looked at him laughing and felt peace at heart. Yo...

I'm totally cool with it. Just... don't make me confused okay. Because when I am, bad things happen. You don't want that. Neither am I.

I have started writing a story. It supposed to have a few chapters. I just finished a page yesterday. It wasn't even a complete chapter, but I will continue today. I'm still not sure how it would ends. I just thought of some setting and characters and will try my best to keep the story line moving and alive. I will published the stories by chapter so once I finished the first chapter I will put it up here. Please do support. I know I'm not good and my story line would be cliche and blerghh. You can laugh to your hearts content just please don't let me see you if you don't want to be break in half. Yeah, that's how scary I can get. Hehe. And pleaseee don't ask questions like is this a real story, did it happened to you before, yada yada. This is a fiction guys. Full stop. See you soon. XOXO

Gosh I felt like swearing everytime the pain striked. It was something new. No this is not about the monthly pain most girls would be having. I won't rant about it if it just that. I just hope it isn't gastric or anything serious. I think I have been looking out for my eating very well. Although I try my best to eat less and healthier I don't remember skipping meals though. Except for the early stage when I started to change my eating habit. I would always have breads for light meal to replace dinner. It was enough. I can't see where I did wrong to be having this pain. I complained a lot most of the time. So when I'm in pain, people around me have to put up with my constant whining. Poor them. Sorry guys. Hee. Just ease away please. I promise I would take care of my meals better. :D

I dreamed of something weird last night. I shouldn't have dream of it, not that I have any control of any of my dreams. It's just that, it would be the last thing I want to have in my dream, let alone in reality. Though that somehow makes me a bad person. But everyone have their guilty wish right. One that they just have to be selfish because they want it so badly. You two get back together. And you were telling me, sharing me the story as if I have been your best friend since forever. Since that wasn't the case at all, it made the dream a lot weirder. But I wasn't really annoyed at all in the dream. I paid my attention to your stories. You were smiling all along the talking, telling me how you two get back to each other and I can't help to smile too. You were so happy He was worried of you and he wanted to get back to you so that he could take care of you. Although I didn't want it to happen, but I was sincerely happy for you. I can't believed m...

Though I don't like the heat and sweat it caused, I sometimes enjoyed walking. Alone would be better. It gave me time to think. I could used the time to sort my thoughts and made decisions.  If I brought my earphone, I would plugged my ears with it. Enjoying the scenery while listening to good music. Music that I like. But when I didn't bring it, all of my attention was to the people I encountered while walking and to the scenery. It was somehow calming. Even though I would be drenched by sweat by the time I reached my destination, it still gave me some sort of pleasure. And besides, walking alone was less exhausting. Because you didn't have to keep on talking with your company. Not that I think it was annoying or anything. A company would be great. But sometimes, you would want to have a time of your own.  Walking alone gave me just that. 

This is my first time writing a short story, so cut me some slacks guys. There might be some grammatical mistakes, please point it out if you found it. Enjoy reading! _______________________________________________________________________ She paused her attention to the laptop screen laptop in front of her and picked up her phone. Even though she put it on mute, she knew that she had just received a Whatsapp message since the phone was blinking with green light. Her lips curved into a smile upon seeing the sender's name. "Hey, jom keluar" She replied shortly after. "Keluar mana? :D" She was definitely excited. Of course she would say yes to his invitation. She would say yes to anything he asked! She was head over heels for that guy. She didn't know since when she developed feelings towards him and whether he felt the same too or not. Most of the time she would be positive that none of her crush likes he...

My tongue craves for bitterness of coffee. It has been quiet long since I last indulged a cup of decent coffee.  I like both hot and cold coffee. At nights, I would prefer hot coffee over cold coffee. Besides it's more convenience since I live in a hostel and it's not easy to get cold water. If I went out with my friends to eat or just hang out at the mall, I prefer cold coffee.  I always ordered milk coffee, never black. But lately I have been wanting to try Americano so bad. I know it's bitter and there's no milk, but I really want to have a taste.  Okay I have to admit, one of the reason I crave for it is because it's Luhan's favorite drink. And I read some article about Luhan and Xiumin's passion of coffee.  How they describe the taste of coffee really makes me drool. I want to enjoy a cup of coffee in a coffee shop. I think that is a great way to enjoy coffee. Since the environment of the coffee shop will lift the mood and relaxing.  ...

Among 12 of them, he's my favorite. He may not have the best vocal nor the greatest dancer. But when he dances, he dances his own style. They're something different about his dancing compared to the other members that made him stands out. Effortless?  Some fans might think that he's lazy and and not trying at all. But to me that's just his style. Idk maybe I was being bias, oh well, he is my bias after all. His voice. Hahahaha his cute lisp I can't stop squealing at how adorable it is. The way he talks, I always find it cute somehow. I hope he talks more. But you can't deny his visual! Never. Don't you dare. No, nope. Luhan's cute and handsome too. But he's NO. 1!