Zira

It’s embarassing and I’m too egoistic to admit but, I miss that person. I’ve been secretly praying whenever I missed him that if he’s really my jodoh then I hope we found our way back to each other. I don’t know if this was just my hormones kicking in cause it’s that time of the month or the fact that he accidently called me two nights ago when I least expecting. I was so nervous my heart was racing wondering why would he called. It felt like a stupid and mean prank when it turned out that he actually wanna called someone else but accidently called me instead. That same voice. I thought I was okay I thought I could keep it cool but today it comes down on me with everything else. I’m pretty sure I was just stressed out okay nothing serious. But seeing my friends and their partner having a great time I can’t help from feeling this way. I hope this feeling won’t last long, I hope it goes away quickly, either way, everything will be okay, you will be okay, Zira.

Things can be overwhelming sometimes. You’re feeling something that you shouldn’t. You’re mad at yourself and everyone. Acknowledge the feeling but take a step back, so it won’t consume you.

Aaa headache! But I still haven’t sleep yet cause I was playing games. I am always bad at games, that is why I don’t really have any game apps installed on my phone. But now! I am so into this game called ‘Fight List’. Not that I am good at it or anything haha I just like it. Win some lose some haha. Also another ‘game’ that I like to play is ‘Duolingo’. Well to be exact, it’s not a game actually haha. It’s a language learning app. I used it to learn Korean of course haha. Qeen introduced it to me and I have fallen in love with it keke. I was sooo into it at first. It’s like a game cause it’s interactive so I enjoy it. Okay I should sleep I have to wake up early tomorrow. Annyeong! P/s: why does my blog post sounds like a child’s diary? I’m 24!