Zira

Insecurity I bet every one experienced it even once in the course of our life. It is one of the scariest things that kill our hope. I don’t know what comes first, lack of confidence that cause our insecurity or vice versa. But I sure know the consequences. We become afraid to hope. If we are afraid to put our hope, how can we achieve it? Relationship is a mutual thing. When we like someone, we hope that the person would like us back. But when our insecurity comes in the way, we lost our courage to hope. One sided love is painful enough, but you know what hurts more? The feeling that we are not good enough to love the person from afar. If I am in that kind of situation, I would want someone to say this; “BULLSHIT! EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN IMPERFECTIONS BUT IT SHOULDN’T BE THE REASON WHY YOU CAN’T LOVE WHO YOU LOVE. EVEN THE PERSON YOU LOVE RIGHT NOW HAVE HIS/HER OWN IMPERFECTIONS, DOES IT MEAN THAT HE/SHE IS NOT WORTH OF YOUR LOVE? NO, RIGHT?” Gather your ...

Like I promised, well it wasn't really a promised, but here it is, the pictures we took during our hang out. I uploaded a few on Instagram but because I personally like some other pictures too, so I decided to upload it here with the rest of the pictures that I have already uploaded on Instagram. We really had fun that day. I'm so happy I got to meet them. I was not well unfortunately that day. Such a bummer. :( But I still had fun with them. :D I hope to meet them more another time. Love you guys so dearly! 

I wasn't planning to work, but my mother insisted that I help her at the nursery since, they're lack of hands. I have to say yes, because of money of course. Haha. But besides that, my mother have been working hard for the past few weeks because of the lack of workers. She has been pushing herself too hard and she got stressed a bit, I mean, who won't? That is how I spent my holidays for now. Working. Wake up early, get back home, sleep early. Yeah, I don't really wanna spend it like that, I didn't have a choice though. How I would want to spend my holidays? Wake up late, surf the internet non-stop, movies, twitter, tumblr and sleep late. Yup, that's how I wanted it to be. Teheee Well, what was the purpose of this post again? Haha. I guess I just want to do an update. Not that anyone would care to know about my holidayyy  I justtt whatever I just want to write :D Ekyn and I planned to meet, together with Alisna. I hope that plan went well although there...