Zira

I guess, I started to cry when he stopped crying.

When I saw myself writing down 'I miss you', I wonder if it's you or him, Or myself?

It's 2 AM in the morning. But everyone know that by the clock on their wall. Still I had to let them know, The suffering I'm going through. The lonely nights and the swollen eyes. Although it doesn't make it any easier. I had to, let them know.

No one is better off alone. Not even when you are so sure of it, no. I'm not saying that being alone and single is a bad thing. But having the mindset that you can't be happy with someone, sucks and not true at all. It might be difficult but it doesn't mean that you don't deserve it or it is not for you. If you're in pain and hurt and you think that way, maybe you're with the wrong person or you just have to work out the issues with them. I wish it was easy too, but what relationship does. I feel that way sometimes, that I'm better off alone, he does too. Maybe I'll be good at this, being alone. Maybe time would ease up my way. I've always believe in love even when it disappoints me. Now I want to believe in time more. I never think myself as rushing into a relationship, I just thought that, why not now? Why wait? Maybe that's my lesson. To wait. I'm so vulnerable right now, I swear if anyone's come knocking I would definitely want to...