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2018

Happy new year! I can't believe a year has passed. Oh and it has been a while since I posted a blog from a computer. I usually wrote a short blog on my phone these days. But today is a special day! Last night, on the new year's eve I spent time with Fiera in a cafe at Kilang Bateri hoping to catch a view of new year's fireworks and the countdown. Well, the fireworks wasn't very festive from our view but it was enough. We had a drink and listened to a band performance and a bit of stand up comedy. We had an unexpected laugh. I wished we were both a bit connected to each other and had a good talk at least. But we were more to enjoying by ourselves while trying to capture the moment in our own way but with the presence of each other. It was still a meaningful night to me and I didn't regretted it one bit. I was actually feeling a bit guilty for leaving Ina alone at UTM in the time of new year. So I texted her that night wishing her a happy new year so that she wo...
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I’m a weak ass cry baby

I wanna tell you about what happened today but I don’t wanna cry again. :(
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I wish I could deny what I’m feeling but I know better

It’s embarassing and I’m too egoistic to admit but, I miss that person. I’ve been secretly praying whenever I missed him that if he’s really my jodoh then I hope we found our way back to each other. I don’t know if this was just my hormones kicking in cause it’s that time of the month or the fact that he accidently called me two nights ago when I least expecting. I was so nervous my heart was racing wondering why would he called. It felt like a stupid and mean prank when it turned out that he actually wanna called someone else but accidently called me instead. That same voice. I thought I was okay I thought I could keep it cool but today it comes down on me with everything else. I’m pretty sure I was just stressed out okay nothing serious. But seeing my friends and their partner having a great time I can’t help from feeling this way. I hope this feeling won’t last long, I hope it goes away quickly, either way, everything will be okay, you will be okay, Zira.
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A step back

Things can be overwhelming sometimes. You’re feeling something that you shouldn’t. You’re mad at yourself and everyone. Acknowledge the feeling but take a step back, so it won’t consume you.
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Games

Aaa headache! But I still haven’t sleep yet cause I was playing games. I am always bad at games, that is why I don’t really have any game apps installed on my phone. But now! I am so into this game called ‘Fight List’. Not that I am good at it or anything haha I just like it. Win some lose some haha. Also another ‘game’ that I like to play is ‘Duolingo’. Well to be exact, it’s not a game actually haha. It’s a language learning app. I used it to learn Korean of course haha. Qeen introduced it to me and I have fallen in love with it keke. I was sooo into it at first. It’s like a game cause it’s interactive so I enjoy it. Okay I should sleep I have to wake up early tomorrow. Annyeong! P/s: why does my blog post sounds like a child’s diary? I’m 24!
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Ugly Sobs

The reason why I hate birthday surprises or anything of some sort is because I will definitely cry! And I look ugly when I cry so I hate it haha. Even small gestures make me cry. Truly am a very sensitive person haha. Saying thank you is even harder when you’re choking with your own tears. But really, thank you! For everything! For making me feel special on my special day. Thank you, friend. 💜
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Friends

Don’t feel bad for having a hard time with your friends. Because you’re human. And don’t forget that they’re human too.
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