2018
Happy new year!
I can't believe a year has passed. Oh and it has been a while since I posted a blog from a computer. I usually wrote a short blog on my phone these days. But today is a special day!
Last night, on the new year's eve I spent time with Fiera in a cafe at Kilang Bateri hoping to catch a view of new year's fireworks and the countdown. Well, the fireworks wasn't very festive from our view but it was enough. We had a drink and listened to a band performance and a bit of stand up comedy. We had an unexpected laugh. I wished we were both a bit connected to each other and had a good talk at least. But we were more to enjoying by ourselves while trying to capture the moment in our own way but with the presence of each other. It was still a meaningful night to me and I didn't regretted it one bit.
I was actually feeling a bit guilty for leaving Ina alone at UTM in the time of new year. So I texted her that night wishing her a happy new year so that she won't feel so alone. I wanted to do a little celebration today since we weren't together during the new year's eve last night. I know a celebration is not compulsory at all, but I thought it would be fun to have something to remember with her. Well I have to admit that I am very sentimental, thus the need for a celebration. I hope we could make more memory that we could capture this year so that we could have something to look back to next year. We always spent time hanging out at her room and there's nothing wrong with that it's fun too. But I wish we could find a reason to go out more.
Honestly I wasn't ready for 2018 at all. It's a bit embarrassing to admit that I didn't get to complete my last year resolutions. One of it being my study. I didn't get to finished it by last year like I aimed for and I am so demotivated even when I know I need to power through this one month if I still want to finish it by this semester. So this is actually how I came to writing this blog post. I was actually staring at the computer when I should've continue writing my thesis. Instead of staring blankly into the computer's screen, I wrote this, because I actually have a lot of things in my head that I wanted to pour out.
Oh and, I have this thoughts in my mind. Maybe we should have a higher standard of what makes a day a bad day. So that there's no 'bad day' in this year. I always like to deny things so maybe that's what makes me think that way. But I truly want to have a better perspective of life and positivity so that I could go through my slump.
I can't believe a year has passed. Oh and it has been a while since I posted a blog from a computer. I usually wrote a short blog on my phone these days. But today is a special day!
Last night, on the new year's eve I spent time with Fiera in a cafe at Kilang Bateri hoping to catch a view of new year's fireworks and the countdown. Well, the fireworks wasn't very festive from our view but it was enough. We had a drink and listened to a band performance and a bit of stand up comedy. We had an unexpected laugh. I wished we were both a bit connected to each other and had a good talk at least. But we were more to enjoying by ourselves while trying to capture the moment in our own way but with the presence of each other. It was still a meaningful night to me and I didn't regretted it one bit.
I was actually feeling a bit guilty for leaving Ina alone at UTM in the time of new year. So I texted her that night wishing her a happy new year so that she won't feel so alone. I wanted to do a little celebration today since we weren't together during the new year's eve last night. I know a celebration is not compulsory at all, but I thought it would be fun to have something to remember with her. Well I have to admit that I am very sentimental, thus the need for a celebration. I hope we could make more memory that we could capture this year so that we could have something to look back to next year. We always spent time hanging out at her room and there's nothing wrong with that it's fun too. But I wish we could find a reason to go out more.
Honestly I wasn't ready for 2018 at all. It's a bit embarrassing to admit that I didn't get to complete my last year resolutions. One of it being my study. I didn't get to finished it by last year like I aimed for and I am so demotivated even when I know I need to power through this one month if I still want to finish it by this semester. So this is actually how I came to writing this blog post. I was actually staring at the computer when I should've continue writing my thesis. Instead of staring blankly into the computer's screen, I wrote this, because I actually have a lot of things in my head that I wanted to pour out.
Oh and, I have this thoughts in my mind. Maybe we should have a higher standard of what makes a day a bad day. So that there's no 'bad day' in this year. I always like to deny things so maybe that's what makes me think that way. But I truly want to have a better perspective of life and positivity so that I could go through my slump.
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