Zira

Gosh, please give some cooperation and stop beating so hard dear heart!

Waking up to your texts.

I saw him walking across the street with an ice cream in each of his hands. It was from my favorite ice cream truck. Nothing beats their vanilla yogurt ice cream.  We often have it during our dates. But then, a familiar girl walked towards him and took the ice cream from his hands. Negative thoughts ran inside my head even when I tried to stop it still did. I was trying my best to become rational and figured out the reason of this sight but then I remembered he was supposed to have a soccer practice right now. And that familiar girl was supposed to accompany me shopping right now. We have promised earlier that we are going to shop for some new clothes since most of the stores here were having sales. But she cancelled at the last minute telling me that she had to go to her relatives’ house since all of her family was going to give them a visit. I believed her, of course I would. Why wouldn’t I, she was my best friend after all. You can’t possibly thought of any ill things wh...

So I'm having a second thought. Remember when I said I want to published the new story I'm up to by chapters? Yeah, that. I won't be publishing the story until it is completely finished. I mean the whole story. Oh the first chapter? I've took it down just now. :P Well one of the main reason, is because I don't want to publish the first chapter and then forget about the rest because I don't have any idea to continue. And because they are so many things I have to correct while making up the whole story. Soooooo. Lets wait together. I haven't even come up with the title of the story. Yeah, I should probably think of it now. Since  I can't sleep T.T, I'll work on the aecond chapter. Ohhhhh what to writeeee T.T Now I know what authors feel like. Hahaha. Better start writing now! See you soon.XOXO

Yeah, title say it all. My recent posts may seems a little bit cheesy. I'm sorry. I just wanted to write at that moment and that was the result of it. Can't help it guys. Haha.

You were working at the kitchen counter to fix some breakfast for both of you when you felt a pair of arms slipped under your arms and rested on your waist. Back hug. Warm. Your lips curved upwards a little and you tilted your head upwards to meet his eyes. With his towering height, he easily rested his chin on your head, smelling your scents in between his breaths. He smiled in reply and pull you closer. Your busy hands stopped and a shade of red colored your cheeks. He chuckled upon seeing it. He moved his face to the side of your face and stopped right beside you ear. You can felt his warm breath and smelled his aftershave. "I love you" he whispered near to your ear and he let go his arms of you and took over your work. You were still standing there, flustered. The red shade under your skin brighten. A melodious laugh filled the kitchen. You hated it when he did that. He knew it was your weak point. But then you looked at him laughing and felt peace at heart. Yo...

I'm totally cool with it. Just... don't make me confused okay. Because when I am, bad things happen. You don't want that. Neither am I.

I have started writing a story. It supposed to have a few chapters. I just finished a page yesterday. It wasn't even a complete chapter, but I will continue today. I'm still not sure how it would ends. I just thought of some setting and characters and will try my best to keep the story line moving and alive. I will published the stories by chapter so once I finished the first chapter I will put it up here. Please do support. I know I'm not good and my story line would be cliche and blerghh. You can laugh to your hearts content just please don't let me see you if you don't want to be break in half. Yeah, that's how scary I can get. Hehe. And pleaseee don't ask questions like is this a real story, did it happened to you before, yada yada. This is a fiction guys. Full stop. See you soon. XOXO

Gosh I felt like swearing everytime the pain striked. It was something new. No this is not about the monthly pain most girls would be having. I won't rant about it if it just that. I just hope it isn't gastric or anything serious. I think I have been looking out for my eating very well. Although I try my best to eat less and healthier I don't remember skipping meals though. Except for the early stage when I started to change my eating habit. I would always have breads for light meal to replace dinner. It was enough. I can't see where I did wrong to be having this pain. I complained a lot most of the time. So when I'm in pain, people around me have to put up with my constant whining. Poor them. Sorry guys. Hee. Just ease away please. I promise I would take care of my meals better. :D

I dreamed of something weird last night. I shouldn't have dream of it, not that I have any control of any of my dreams. It's just that, it would be the last thing I want to have in my dream, let alone in reality. Though that somehow makes me a bad person. But everyone have their guilty wish right. One that they just have to be selfish because they want it so badly. You two get back together. And you were telling me, sharing me the story as if I have been your best friend since forever. Since that wasn't the case at all, it made the dream a lot weirder. But I wasn't really annoyed at all in the dream. I paid my attention to your stories. You were smiling all along the talking, telling me how you two get back to each other and I can't help to smile too. You were so happy He was worried of you and he wanted to get back to you so that he could take care of you. Although I didn't want it to happen, but I was sincerely happy for you. I can't believed m...

Though I don't like the heat and sweat it caused, I sometimes enjoyed walking. Alone would be better. It gave me time to think. I could used the time to sort my thoughts and made decisions.  If I brought my earphone, I would plugged my ears with it. Enjoying the scenery while listening to good music. Music that I like. But when I didn't bring it, all of my attention was to the people I encountered while walking and to the scenery. It was somehow calming. Even though I would be drenched by sweat by the time I reached my destination, it still gave me some sort of pleasure. And besides, walking alone was less exhausting. Because you didn't have to keep on talking with your company. Not that I think it was annoying or anything. A company would be great. But sometimes, you would want to have a time of your own.  Walking alone gave me just that. 

This is my first time writing a short story, so cut me some slacks guys. There might be some grammatical mistakes, please point it out if you found it. Enjoy reading! _______________________________________________________________________ She paused her attention to the laptop screen laptop in front of her and picked up her phone. Even though she put it on mute, she knew that she had just received a Whatsapp message since the phone was blinking with green light. Her lips curved into a smile upon seeing the sender's name. "Hey, jom keluar" She replied shortly after. "Keluar mana? :D" She was definitely excited. Of course she would say yes to his invitation. She would say yes to anything he asked! She was head over heels for that guy. She didn't know since when she developed feelings towards him and whether he felt the same too or not. Most of the time she would be positive that none of her crush likes he...

My tongue craves for bitterness of coffee. It has been quiet long since I last indulged a cup of decent coffee.  I like both hot and cold coffee. At nights, I would prefer hot coffee over cold coffee. Besides it's more convenience since I live in a hostel and it's not easy to get cold water. If I went out with my friends to eat or just hang out at the mall, I prefer cold coffee.  I always ordered milk coffee, never black. But lately I have been wanting to try Americano so bad. I know it's bitter and there's no milk, but I really want to have a taste.  Okay I have to admit, one of the reason I crave for it is because it's Luhan's favorite drink. And I read some article about Luhan and Xiumin's passion of coffee.  How they describe the taste of coffee really makes me drool. I want to enjoy a cup of coffee in a coffee shop. I think that is a great way to enjoy coffee. Since the environment of the coffee shop will lift the mood and relaxing.  ...

Among 12 of them, he's my favorite. He may not have the best vocal nor the greatest dancer. But when he dances, he dances his own style. They're something different about his dancing compared to the other members that made him stands out. Effortless?  Some fans might think that he's lazy and and not trying at all. But to me that's just his style. Idk maybe I was being bias, oh well, he is my bias after all. His voice. Hahahaha his cute lisp I can't stop squealing at how adorable it is. The way he talks, I always find it cute somehow. I hope he talks more. But you can't deny his visual! Never. Don't you dare. No, nope. Luhan's cute and handsome too. But he's NO. 1!

Idk, somehow it seems like we are fated together. We are both from MRSM AG and we are both homerooms. We both got SPC. And we both chosed to study in UTM. We hang out together, we're kinda in the same clique, you know what I mean. It's not like we are that close. We don't text 24/7 like some BFF would do. Sometimes, we don't really talked when we hang out. We just chat some random stuff, catch up on in each other. Nothing deep.  But somehow, idk if it just me, it seems like something is connecting us. I think I know her very well. Because losing her would break my heart, I know that I love her. I might not laugh at all of your jokes, share my feelings and secrets, forgot your birthday sometimes, didn't get you a present even when I remembered, I still held you so dear to my heart.  I don't call everyone kakak (I didn't mean as panggilan, of course I call someone older than me kakak except for some cases) except for my biological...

Hey. You know I have an ig shop right? If you think this denim shirt is pretty, and you like to shop, head down to my ig shop @wondrousc! It would mean the world to me if you could follow my ig shop. Sorry for the amateur pose, you know I'm not talented in this stuff. :D

I have to thank Ekyn for this. She randomly asked me how to change the blog background to white, which reminds me, Oh I have a blog to update! I don't update much lately. Tumblr too. Since wifi in UTM pretty sucks lately and there's so many things to do. Not that I did all of it, I'm still lazy, it's the thought of the piling works that stressed me out. Labs lectures PBL Ughhh PBL. That's is the worst of them all. It's no fun. I can't pay attention at all during classes and it's confusing. Can some handsome boy help tutors me? That would do wonders. Haha. I have some pictures that I might upload tonight. I hope I get access to wifi soon. I don't want to spend my quota on some lame pictures of me. See you soon. XOXO